Fish !

At 15, They said, you got to be at the pond to  fish.
At 16, I said, I  Fianlly learnt  the art to fish.
At 17, They said, you got to look in different ponds to find a better fish.
At 18, She said,  Can I be your fish  :) .
At 19, I said,  your not the right fish.
At 20, They Said, Don worry There is lot fish in the Pond.
At 21, I said, I am fishing a lot but still can't find a fish.
At 22,They said, Keep Fishing.
At 23, I  said, I found lots of fishes but nothing was like the first fish.
At 24, They said, go back to your first fish.
At 25, I said, your the most amazing fish in the world, I looked in different ponds and wasn't able to find a fish like you. Will you be my fish for rest of my life ??

Racism and I hate it

Prologue  :  I feel disgusted !


Before I came to the United States I heard stories of white people showing racism against Indians. After coming to the united states I feel all those stories are bull shit. I mean Indians show racism between Indains confused ???  So was I. We show racism between Ourselves.The first racist thing starts with the North and South Indians, I can understand that because south Indians don speak Hindi and north Indians don speak Telugu, Tamil,Malayalam or any other south Indian Language. When there is a language barrier it could be difficult. Although It can be argued.

The worst racism is between our people ( I am talking about AP or Telangana... see  racism again  ) Like People from andhra pradesh all of them speak telugu right ??  all of them eat almost the same food right  ??  I don understand why still they feel other caste people are different than us. Like I was talking to this girl and she was like I  would only marry or love  a reddy and no one else ??  I was like why ??  she goes like My Father would not agree.  Goodness me , We are like in 2010 almost 2011. If ur born on this earth, Its your right to get married by your choice. I understand your father  took care of you all these 20 years but he had to do it. out every 100 fathers 99 of them will do it right ! Do you think  your father would not love you any more if you get married to a person from different caste without his permission ??  no right??


The second thing , In this modern India, Take any application form , you still need to write down  your religion  on the application and if you don't  write it  they don't take it. How does my religion  matter to him  ?? I mean Why should he need to  know about my religion or caste ,I mean It shouldn't be mandatory  right?? democracy dude  for god sake !


I  see this racist thing in people from the rural areas  I do not want to be mean but yes, it is the fact. I know people who feel closer to a person even if he is a stranger  just because his last name is reddy, chowdary or he is bhramin or some ramdom Joe . Sick of those people.I hate the fact , I have to be them just because I have no other option. Some times I feel that I have to show racism against people who show racism. Hate Fucking society !


Epilogue :  Feel even more disgusted every single day ! 

The Train

I have read, heard about this like many times till now. If you ever want to become a director you should be a good story teller. This is my first approach in writing stories rather telling a story (written).

Precautions  :
This could be a story you probably heard.Since, I make stories out of stories. You might seen the same stories as I did so might look completely familiar.


Story :

My story also starts at a Station as most of Indian movies.

Its  6 O clock  in  the morning, Adi walks into the station with his jacket and scarf around his neck.Its dark and cold outside with the sky about to turn blue.Adi looks for train at the track. After few minutes,he sees a light from the far right coming towards him. He goes closer to the track. The Hog head honks at adi watching him being closer to the track as he pulls the train into the station, A huge block of wind pushes adi  but adi tries to stay put blocking the wind.Trains comes to a halt, doors slide and people come out of train pushing adi to the left and right.Train waits at the station for 15 seconds, doors slide in and train pulls out of the station.Adi still standing at the same place shows sense of discomfort on his face and looks for another train to pull in.After few minutes, adi sees another train pulling in,Seeing the train adi gets and moves more closer to the track as if he is about to jump. adi frees himself and gets ready for the train.As the train pulls in the station adi tries to jump on the track to commit suicide pushes his right leg to make a jump  but a  sweet little voice shouts at him,
Hey you ??
Adi turns towards her with sense of discomfort on his face but as soon as he watches. Huge block of wind blows against them trying to move them but both of them stay put.Adi watches her as she is setting up her hair.Doors slide, people come out of the train, pushing both of them, walking in between them but adi doesn't let his eyes go away from her,all the pains and complications in his life seem to go away for a second by just looking at the beautiful face as she says, Dude, you  slipped your wallet

Oh, yeah thank you.

For the next few days adi comes to the  same station just  to talk to her every day .After few months,They both fall in love and  lived happily ever after.


Cheers !!

Peace !!

Need Some positivity !

Before I start about Positivity in my life.. I would start with blogging



I had this habit of writing blogs.. whenever I was frustrated, sad, happy, sometimes for no reason. My blog has been a part of my life for like years until I came to us. Here, I am hardly getting time for myself that does not mean I am busy or something but I am just not getting time to sit alone on my laptop and write some thing...



talking about blogs .. I have to acknowledge Rahul for persuading me to start a blog in the year 2008 and since then I have been blogging.At a point in time , I use to write almost everything and anything in my blog.If you read my blog or I would rather say If you dare to read my blog you would have a clear idea about my life or at least a part of my life.



Positivity



Right now, Too many things are happening and what ever I do ends up failing. I am trying to think positive but even that doesn't help..



The negative things happening in my life



--> I messed up my cousin's mac book.. I did not mess it up myself but that doesn't matter,I have to fix it anyway.



--> I had to pay 300 $ against my tuition just because of my lazzy bum...



--> I had to go to a Interview and also rented a car for that and ended up getting up late in the morning to bum up my interview and the car fare.



--> Next day,I went to the interview but the interviewer did not show up...



--> I messed up my drive test again because of my lazy ass..



--->Because of all of this , I ended up working for just 30 hours instead of 40...



I know all of this doesn't seem that bad. but just imagine all of it happening in just three days . I was like WTF.....



I need some positive thinking in my life now... As they say, what ever goes around has to come around...



Waiting for good days to come back soon..



Cheers!!

Peace!!

Its my Birthday!!!

Its my birthday again, but This was THE MOST memorable one in my life. Last year, on may 28  My final semester results came out.My friends took me to GE,I had a great time with all my friends.It was awesome.I was so confused at that time. Now, after one year I feel that I am doing good.I mean I am a step ahead not a step down. I came to us in august,Since then I going good. I got admitted into a better university, I am living on my own,I am working, earning money.  I got good grades.At least I am happy with that forget about my parents.I am grooming myself, I never had so much interest in studies.I am not getting thin though ! .

 

May 28th 2010, This birthday stays  with me forever. I got the best surprise till date. My first cousins and his family came to our house from LA.I went out to SFO with them, I roamed all day until 7 O clock. When I came home, as I opened the door, All my friends and family  were like SURPRISE…. My brother made that happen. I have the best brother in the whole world.He messaged them on Facebook, took their numbers arranged everything without even letting me know anything. I never expected even in my dreams that It would happen to me, Like the one we see in movies.My parents are in USA, my brother and his family is in USA, I had my first cousin and his family in USA, MY friends, I mean My child hood friends,my engineering class mates, my present friends from my university.ALL of them were there for my birthday. What else can you ask for … I really love my brother… I just can’t express it in words…. I was on cloud 9.This is so damn Ideal…

There are more things which are happening in my life.. Which I can not  make it public.

 

Life is giving me so much… that am getting afraid of loosing it.

Cheers!

Peace!!