my life my way

Fish !

2011-10-11T23:26:00.000+05:30

At 15, They said, you got to be at the pond to fish.
At 16, I said, I Fianlly learnt the art to fish.
At 17, They said, you got to look in different ponds to find a better fish.
At 18, She said, Can I be your fish :) .
At 19, I said, your not the right fish.
At 20, They Said, Don worry There is lot fish in the Pond.
At 21, I said, I am fishing a lot but still can't find a fish.
At 22,They said, Keep Fishing.
At 23, I said, I found lots of fishes but nothing was like the first fish.
At 24, They said, go back to your first fish.
At 25, I said, your the most amazing fish in the world, I looked in different ponds and wasn't able to find a fish like you. Will you be my fish for rest of my life ??

Racism and I hate it

2010-11-25T06:40:00.000+05:30

Prologue : I feel disgusted !

Before I came to the United States I heard stories of white people showing racism against Indians. After coming to the united states I feel all those stories are bull shit. I mean Indians show racism between Indains confused ??? So was I. We show racism between Ourselves.The first racist thing starts with the North and South Indians, I can understand that because south Indians don speak Hindi and north Indians don speak Telugu, Tamil,Malayalam or any other south Indian Language. When there is a language barrier it could be difficult. Although It can be argued.

The worst racism is between our people ( I am talking about AP or Telangana... see racism again ) Like People from andhra pradesh all of them speak telugu right ?? all of them eat almost the same food right ?? I don understand why still they feel other caste people are different than us. Like I was talking to this girl and she was like I would only marry or love a reddy and no one else ?? I was like why ?? she goes like My Father would not agree. Goodness me , We are like in 2010 almost 2011. If ur born on this earth, Its your right to get married by your choice. I understand your father took care of you all these 20 years but he had to do it. out every 100 fathers 99 of them will do it right ! Do you think your father would not love you any more if you get married to a person from different caste without his permission ?? no right??

The second thing , In this modern India, Take any application form , you still need to write down your religion on the application and if you don't write it they don't take it. How does my religion matter to him ?? I mean Why should he need to know about my religion or caste ,I mean It shouldn't be mandatory right?? democracy dude for god sake !

I see this racist thing in people from the rural areas I do not want to be mean but yes, it is the fact. I know people who feel closer to a person even if he is a stranger just because his last name is reddy, chowdary or he is bhramin or some ramdom Joe . Sick of those people.I hate the fact , I have to be them just because I have no other option. Some times I feel that I have to show racism against people who show racism. Hate Fucking society !

Epilogue : Feel even more disgusted every single day !

The Train

2010-11-02T03:27:00.000+05:30

I have read, heard about this like many times till now. If you ever want to become a director you should be a good story teller. This is my first approach in writing stories rather telling a story (written).

Precautions :
This could be a story you probably heard.Since, I make stories out of stories. You might seen the same stories as I did so might look completely familiar.

Story :

My story also starts at a Station as most of Indian movies.

Its 6 O clock in the morning, Adi walks into the station with his jacket and scarf around his neck.Its dark and cold outside with the sky about to turn blue.Adi looks for train at the track. After few minutes,he sees a light from the far right coming towards him. He goes closer to the track. The Hog head honks at adi watching him being closer to the track as he pulls the train into the station, A huge block of wind pushes adi but adi tries to stay put blocking the wind.Trains comes to a halt, doors slide and people come out of train pushing adi to the left and right.Train waits at the station for 15 seconds, doors slide in and train pulls out of the station.Adi still standing at the same place shows sense of discomfort on his face and looks for another train to pull in.After few minutes, adi sees another train pulling in,Seeing the train adi gets and moves more closer to the track as if he is about to jump. adi frees himself and gets ready for the train.As the train pulls in the station adi tries to jump on the track to commit suicide pushes his right leg to make a jump but a sweet little voice shouts at him,
Hey you ??
Adi turns towards her with sense of discomfort on his face but as soon as he watches. Huge block of wind blows against them trying to move them but both of them stay put.Adi watches her as she is setting up her hair.Doors slide, people come out of the train, pushing both of them, walking in between them but adi doesn't let his eyes go away from her,all the pains and complications in his life seem to go away for a second by just looking at the beautiful face as she says, Dude, you slipped your wallet

Oh, yeah thank you.

For the next few days adi comes to the same station just to talk to her every day .After few months,They both fall in love and lived happily ever after.

Cheers !!

Peace !!

Need Some positivity !

2010-10-25T13:12:00.000+05:30

Before I start about Positivity in my life.. I would start with blogging

I had this habit of writing blogs.. whenever I was frustrated, sad, happy, sometimes for no reason. My blog has been a part of my life for like years until I came to us. Here, I am hardly getting time for myself that does not mean I am busy or something but I am just not getting time to sit alone on my laptop and write some thing...

talking about blogs .. I have to acknowledge Rahul for persuading me to start a blog in the year 2008 and since then I have been blogging.At a point in time , I use to write almost everything and anything in my blog.If you read my blog or I would rather say If you dare to read my blog you would have a clear idea about my life or at least a part of my life.

Positivity

Right now, Too many things are happening and what ever I do ends up failing. I am trying to think positive but even that doesn't help..

The negative things happening in my life

--> I messed up my cousin's mac book.. I did not mess it up myself but that doesn't matter,I have to fix it anyway.

--> I had to pay 300 $ against my tuition just because of my lazzy bum...

--> I had to go to a Interview and also rented a car for that and ended up getting up late in the morning to bum up my interview and the car fare.

--> Next day,I went to the interview but the interviewer did not show up...

--> I messed up my drive test again because of my lazy ass..

--->Because of all of this , I ended up working for just 30 hours instead of 40...

I know all of this doesn't seem that bad. but just imagine all of it happening in just three days . I was like WTF.....

I need some positive thinking in my life now... As they say, what ever goes around has to come around...

Waiting for good days to come back soon..

Cheers!!

Peace!!

Its my Birthday!!!

2010-05-31T15:02:00.001+05:30

Its my birthday again, but This was THE MOST memorable one in my life. Last year, on may 28 My final semester results came out.My friends took me to GE,I had a great time with all my friends.It was awesome.I was so confused at that time. Now, after one year I feel that I am doing good.I mean I am a step ahead not a step down. I came to us in august,Since then I going good. I got admitted into a better university, I am living on my own,I am working, earning money. I got good grades.At least I am happy with that forget about my parents.I am grooming myself, I never had so much interest in studies.I am not getting thin though ! .

May 28th 2010, This birthday stays with me forever. I got the best surprise till date. My first cousins and his family came to our house from LA.I went out to SFO with them, I roamed all day until 7 O clock. When I came home, as I opened the door, All my friends and family were like SURPRISE…. My brother made that happen. I have the best brother in the whole world.He messaged them on Facebook, took their numbers arranged everything without even letting me know anything. I never expected even in my dreams that It would happen to me, Like the one we see in movies.My parents are in USA, my brother and his family is in USA, I had my first cousin and his family in USA, MY friends, I mean My child hood friends,my engineering class mates, my present friends from my university.ALL of them were there for my birthday. What else can you ask for … I really love my brother… I just can’t express it in words…. I was on cloud 9.This is so damn Ideal…

There are more things which are happening in my life.. Which I can not make it public.

Life is giving me so much… that am getting afraid of loosing it.

Cheers!

Peace!!

The first time I met you.

2010-05-08T17:08:00.002+05:30

Note This post is not because I am missing her or something but because I just saw a group on face book called " I still remember the first time I saw you" and immediately wanted to write a post.

Yes,I still remember the first time I saw you.This happened long time ago..It was on the first week of february,don remember the year,date,day or time... all I know is It was in the evening at a bakery.I use to be a shy guy,I never use to talk to girls and proposing a girl was like light years away from my thought.But,that day something happened,Perhaps It had to happen in my life( destiny),perhaps It was love at first sight ,perhaps it was nothing...I dunno... but I was completely blank... The only thing I knew was that She was looking Damn beautiful and when I say beautiful I mean it ( no exaggeration at all).My friend introduced her,I was like Hi... uhh....uhhh... how are you? and she was like Ya am good.how about you??, I smiled and said I dunno why but "I love you", and I am not joking... she had pragmatic smile like the ones we give when we are uncomfortable..and rest is history....

I wish she remembers it too...and hopefully she would read this post, probability of which happening is like...0.002%. she probably doesn't even know that I have a blog....But wish she would read it at some point in her life.

I never got a chance to thank my friend for the favour. Akhil ...Thanks a lot dude...for eveything,,

Peace!!!!

Cheers!!!

Stress and more stress

2010-04-23T17:11:00.006+05:30

I am getting really tired these days.I am not getting time for myself. All I am doing is Assignments, Going to Job, studying all night for Mid-terms and then Assignments are back again. I have 'Zero' Social life since I moved to hayward. I am hating it. I have never liked to be organized all my life. But, After coming to us I am forcing my self to have a organized life. I hate planning, I can't just follow a routine every single day and be happy. I believe in uncertainty,Life has to be uncertain, what is the point in living if it is certain. Of course that is a different issue will have a whole post next time. My whole point is that I am getting stressed and I need some time to relax. The course is hectic, My un-organized life is making it no less than HELL.

Life is making me so busy that I am not getting to miss.....

First things First

2010-04-08T16:48:00.004+05:30

The first bike.

The first drag.

The first Beer.

The first laptop/PC.

The first time you proposed a girl/boy.

The first girl/boy friend.

The first love.

The first date.

The first kiss.

The first relationship.

The first job.

The first penny you earned.

The first flight. ( Doesn't apply to millionaires Though ! :D)

The first time you ... forget it... I am really getting bad thoughts now.

The first blog post :P.

These are such things that you never forget!!!!

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

Insomnia….

2010-03-25T04:06:00.001+05:30

Hello, To all the insomniac’s in the blogger verse.I was a big time Insomniac back in India.But, Ever since I came to California, I was pretty much following 9am-12pm schedule, which in my case is called “early to rise and early to bed”. Yes, 9 o clock is pretty early.But, The last couple of weeks I have been following 5 am and 2 pm schedule,where I get up at 2 o clock and sleep at 5 in the morning. I am pretty much following IST living in PST

Earlier, I use to like being awake late in the night but not anymore.All I think of in the night is assignments and nothing else.My life since I have changed my university was all about assignments, midterms and assignments and more assignments and more assignments. For a sec, It feels like “ Yaar kuch tho padrahe huin” I never ever tried to study in my engineering, All my engineering was all about one day batting before the finals and The other second feels like “ WTF assignments????” “kya padraha huin???”

Being an Indian

2010-03-05T05:55:00.006+05:30

P.S : This post will be patriotic !

I just saw this video. "yeh desh hai meera" from swadesh by Ashitosh music : A R reheman.

Well ,Am listening to the same song now as I am writing this post. I have never felt this way before.I have not felt so patriotic before in my life. I think Indians who live out of India feel more patriotic than who live in Inida. For a second I felt like Damn these studies,money , country and wanted to go back to India. Its exactly as it is shown in the movie.There is a small pain deep in our hearts. I got completely connected to the song.Everyone who lives out here feels the same way and wants to go back to India. But,we feel happy (or whatever it is in-explicable )in being called Indian. Yes, this is true. The first day when I was in the university,one of the students asked me " hey are you from India ???" I was like with a sense of pride on face,Yes, I am from INDIA. Its feels real good when some one identifies you as an INDIAN.I did not realize all this when I was in India but now am feeling and living it.

"Being Indian"

cheers!!!

Peace!!!

19 Qualities of ur dream girl...

2010-02-20T11:19:00.002+05:30

bold what applies to your dream girl.

India..calling...

2010-01-31T16:20:00.005+05:30

Yesterday, One of my friends asked me when am I going to india .I never thought of it, I mean I know I have to go back one day or the other but never had thought of going back since I was out of my so called "Missing-Hyderabad" thing. All these days I had a reason to go back to india. I had to see my parents but my parents are with me now in california. More over it takes around 1k for a round trip and another 1K for expenses in india, A total of 2000$ to go to india.I have exactly 40$ in my account before I bought my new phone for 30$ and I can't even think of going back to india its like having one rupee and thinking of having lunch in marriot.So, I am sure i'll not earn 2000 bucks for the next one year even if I do jobs continuously.

More over am loving california these days... Earlier I use to hate it for the same reason....Perhaps It might be a compulsion.

Jai hind

cheers!!!

Peace!!!!

Technology brings you closer.!!!

2010-01-28T13:37:00.002+05:30

Technology brings you closer.Yes it does thanks to conferencing capabilities of the phone I was able to talk to 12 of my friends across various locations at the same time.

Raghava,,Sruthi-California.
Raghuveer-Louisiana.
Anup-Kentucky.
Teja-New Jersey.
Ramakrishna-Missouri.
Uday,Sai-India.
And rahul from Pennsylvania.

Felt like i'm back in B.tech college for few moments.

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

First love ?????

2010-01-23T16:36:00.002+05:30

First love...

First love is always special to every one. I do not know about every one but Its really special for me. We all know we can not get back to our first love but still when we talk to them after a long time we develop a strange bonding with her/he while we talk.Perhaps, its natural to every one. I am talking to her for quite some time now after coming to california, I know nothing is going re-happen again but still I can bond with her very easily, I do not know why??? Perhaps because I am not commited now .... perhaps even if am commited I would have felt the same way.bloggerverse, I just want to know whether this phenomenon is common or not...please reply!!!!!!

cheers!!!
peace!!!!

Year 2010

2010-01-01T08:01:00.005+05:30

On the eve of 2010,Well the year(2009) was good for me. I am doing ok now and I just wish 2010 will be as prosperous as 2009. I had a small wish list for 2009 and i was successful with half of my wishes. So, This time ill be wishing for more wishes and even if am half successful i would be ending up with more number of successful wishes.

Well guys am done and through with my first semester in us of a , of course results are not out yet but am positive about them,.I hope ill end 2009 with the same positivity.Being +ive about everything was one of the things i learned from my friend in 2008 and I was able to apply it in 2009 and i guess ill continue it in 2010 and possibly all my life.

When I look back year 2009 was event full and would never forget it.I only bad thing about 2009 was , I was single all year and i hope that would change in 2010. There are not many resolutions these except a few like getting committed and finding a nice job if possible getting an internship while am doing my studies and hope ill successfully complete my masters by december 2010.

The following questions was a straight lift from my friends blog sakshi's blog. I changed the answers ofcourse :D

Sakshi don't mind huhh...

1. What did you do in 2009 that you'd never done before?

2009 - took 3 flights in one day and talking english every day and spent a lot and i mean ALOT of money

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

yaa a lot and yes defly will make many more this yearr

3. How will you be spending New Year's Eve?

dunno mostly with my friends and am sure it'll be fun

4. Did anyone close to you die?

2009 - yaa and hope his soul will rest in peace rohit miss yaa buddy!

5. What countries did you visit?

Singapore, korea usa ..

6. What would you like to have in 2010 that you lacked in 2009?

girl frnd,grades, exercise

7. What date from 2009 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

august 15 the day i took my flight and june 25 the day i got my visa

Probably Jan 18, 2009 and August 11, 2009 - A step ahead in journey called life!

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Graduation of course ,visa,

9. What was your biggest failure?

Got into the wrong univ... academically

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

ya.. was hit with flu the i landed in usa

11. What was the best thing you bought?

nothing of my money

12. Where did most of your money go?

eating!! and ya.on . one more thing can't disclose it...here

13. What song will always remind you of 2009?

happy days....

14. What do you wish you'd done more of?

met all my friends before i left india

15. What do you wish you'd done less of?

eating. and shopping.

16. What was your favourite TV program?

raymonds

17. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

don remember ... perhaps my X gf but its viceversa i don hate her now which i use to last year

18. What was the best book you read?

paul coelho- i fogot the nameof the book

19. What was your greatest musical discovery?

listening to pop.. i know now one like it

20. What was your favorite film of this year?

3 idiots! ya...

21. What did you do on your birthday?

got results on my day... had fun...

22. What kept you sane?

23. Who did you miss?

akhil, prathik,ujwal,prashanth, hithen and all my friends...at GE

24. Who was the best new person you met?

am always with the best people :D

25. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2009:

never believe any one and don't talk to a girl expecting something

wish all you guys a very happy and prosperous new year !

P.S : hope ill atleast regularly blog this year keeping my fingers crossed.!!!

genelia replied me on twitter

2009-12-25T11:20:00.003+05:30

hmm 24 dec 2009 genelia made my xmas eve!!! am a great fan of u genelia

cheers!!

Peace!!!

My new lap top

2009-12-11T17:32:00.002+05:30

Yeah, at last I am a proud owner of a laptop…. from now i’ll be a blogger who blogs from his own lap…. blogging from my lap was some sort a dream come true for me… for a record i handheld my laptop on December 1 2009 evening 6 pm.I also bought a mp4 player and it took me ten days to write a blog post on my new laptop

Hmm… It will be a year again this December.. Life has turned full circle till now and some of my dreams have certainly come true.. like coming here and studying and some of them did not come good like getting thin or like blogging regularly both were unsuccessful because of my big time laziness… I should try and get rid of it one day… its a long term goal….

From goals, I remind myself of my wish list 2009 and lest see how far was i successful in it.just a look back at my wish list..

This was my wish list 2009

1. scoring in toefl.

Which i did…cheers..

2. possibly even in GRE

did not write one .. so its not like i failed or something...

3. Going to the gym regularly.

never,, did it regularly… I failed

4. getting a good % in my bachelors degree.

Which i did i got a first class in my bachelors… for me its good.

5.to make my SECRET happen. I will tell you about this secret when its done!

Which never happened forget it!!! Failed again.Will try to do it this year.. for sure..

6. getting into some good university for my masters.

yes am doing it…

7. scoring high ranks in GATE( not sure let c).

Ha ha I was too optimist at the start of the year,,,Failed again in this one..

8. buying a new mobile for myself which has high audio clarity.

i bought myself a mp4 player as i said and a mobile…

9. buying a professional camera.

No… not yet…

10. Improving my computers's configuration

Yes i bought a laptop… so am ok with it….

Which is 5 out of 10 not bad,,,, I guess i can do better next year,,,,and yeah ill come up with my wish list 2010 in my next post…

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

thatss meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-11-07T23:49:00.001+05:30

american english is a lot different...

2009-11-01T16:52:00.006+05:30

A lot of differences between the english we speak back in india and in america......

indian---american

petrol--- gas(even if its not gas)

petrol bunk---- gas station

lift---elevator

zero-- '0' as in ohhhhh

curd---yogurt

lorry---truck

bonet--hood

boot---trunk..

bath room--restroom/washroom

injection---shot... as in flu shot.

parcel---- they say it.... to go....

we call it

zebra crossing-- they call it cross walk

zero- they call it [o] as in OO...

footpath or pavement----- they call it side walk.

football---- they call it soccer...

rugby--- they call it football..

squash-- they call it racket ball

table tennis-- they call it ping-pong..

xerox---photocopy

freshers--freshman

2nd year--sopomore

3rd year--junior

fourth year--senior

in india if we say lift to ask some one to drop u somewhere...-- in america... they say it.,.. i want a ride...

we say bill please...-- they say check !!!!

we usually put arms around our friends( am talking about same sex frns) it is quite common in india... but if we do the same thing in america they call it GAY.....

cheers!!

Peace!!!

its haloween out here...

2009-11-01T16:19:00.004+05:30

Its pretty weird to celebrate new festivals out in california,but actually Halloween is not a american festival its was celebrated by scotish people in scotland..... it was first celebrated in usa in 1950's later within two years it was national wide festival..... even haloween is not a public holiday in america.

Haloween was celebrated for different reasons.... generally in the pagan period, it was thought that from october 31 onwards the day time becomes shorter and both the days the night have equal share of time.. i mean if if day time has x hours the nights will also will have the same amount of hours.......hence the day light saving time is switched back to the normal timing zone at 2 o clock in the night on oct 31... it is also believed that the other world the dead world... will come closest to the living world... (i may not have expressed it the right way for more information search for Halloween in wikipeida...)and hence they believe that the spirits come to this world... along with them the bad spirits also come to this world... so to ward off these spirits they wear dresses which scar the bad spirits.... this might look funny but its true.... there is also a concept called trick or treat... this is like children go to each and every house and say trick or treat.... trick as in they scae you with their scary dress or to avoid it you can treat them with choclates or anything you have.... so children have a ball during Halloween, they get a lot of choclates and literally lot of choclates.... i wish its was celebrated in india around a deacade ago......

so all this might sound wierd.... but it is how its celebrated in america... weird people weird festivals.....perhaps this is how we learn about different festivals.....

http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/a/a2/Jack-o%27-Lantern_2003-10-31.jpg

cheers!!!

peace!!!

taggie-2

2009-10-13T13:12:00.004+05:30

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn on page 18 and find line 4
there is no line 4 , it says color the three ducks in yellow???

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can & catch air? Well, I have streched both of my and took a nap for 15 min...and back to tagging thing now...

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? elmo.. a cartoon.which was so boring... damn... am not a child anymore.....

4. Without looking, guess what time it is? 12:00 Am?!

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time? 12.46 Am was almost right...

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? well, i do not hear anything... u see it s 12 in the night.. oh... i can hear my fridge making some wierd start up sound..

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? In the evening... i went to my friends house.... by bus... nothin... just passing the time....

8. Before you started this Q&As, what did you look at? thoorika's blog....

9. What are you wearing? a t shirt... and a short..

10. When did you last laugh? jus now, when i thought about day after tomorrow's project.

11. What is on the walls of the room you are in? Photos photos and more photos....

12. Seen anything weird lately?Everything i see is kinda weird ever since i landed in california...

13. What do you think of this quiz? Yeah, a great tag to get rid of bordom...

14. What is the last film you saw?Wake-up sid.... it was good...

15. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy? i'll buy you a merc.. thoorika... do remind me....

16. Tell me something about you that I dunno! i am six feet tall , totally fair... and.... probably handsome....

17. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? nothing... am happy with it...

18. Do you like to Dance? ya always.....

19. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Sruthi..

20. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? never thought of it...

21. Would you ever consider living abroad? well, am living...in california... and i guess the answer would be YES...

22. What do you want GOD to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? Hey!!! wasssssssssssssup??? long time huh......

taggie....

2009-10-10T01:37:00.005+05:30

A – Available/Single? Available and single... not yet taken.... is that loud and clear( Girls jus mail me ... i can give u ma number )

B – Best friend? lots of them....

C – Cake or Pie? cake any day

D – Drink of choice? anything which has alcohol in it.. jus kidding... cofee and chai.

E – Essential item you use every day? my cd player...

F – Favorite colour? Black always

H – Hometown? hyderabad

I – Indulgence? Can't be disclosed here due to some technical reasons....

J – January or February? it doesn't matter....

K – Kids & their names? are u talking about my kids???? uhhhhhh ##&^*($$

L – Life is incomplete without? friends.... ( and girls....)

M – Marriage date? hmmm do u know am still 21...

N – Number of siblings? One !!

O – Oranges or Apples? Both infact i like apples cold...

P – Phobias/Fears? speed....

Q – Quote for today? a tag a day keeps "writers block" away....

R – Reason to smile? i dont need one to smile...

S – Season? i don't care...any season its ok with me if its not summer.

T – Tag 3 People? no ass in this whole world will do this shit.. if i tag them...

U – Unknown fact about me? and Who is "ME" here....

V – Vegetable you don't like? tamato... or anything with that....

W – Worst habit? Lots of them.... infact all of them... except blogging...

X – X-rays you've had? hmm yeah perhaps around 5 when i got my hand fractured.

Y – Your favorite food? Manchuria,Cheese burger.., cheese pizza... and waffles....

Z – Zodiac sign? Gemini....

Cheers!!

Peace!!

Recession

2009-10-10T01:15:00.002+05:30

The following video was not made or enacted, it was a true blue situation in our class, while recession hit the world. This video was taken in the year 2008 in a typical engineering college,during a typical lunch break. Where all my friends were fighting for a single lunch box, These scenes are quite common in my class,i mean while my engineering... i guess my fellow engineers will understand the situation....

P.S : if u understand telugu( a regional language in india (A.P) ) some ***** words were used ...

P.S 1 : i am not in the video...

cheers!!!

peace!!!

Confused again!!!

2009-09-27T06:46:00.002+05:30

I was thinking of writing a post on issues in california but i was tired of writing it again and again. here, am sitting here alone with my friends lappy on my lap along side the pool.I was just thinking about my life, First of all i did not like my college at all, I got a admit in california state university, but those idiots sent me the admit after the classes started,I flew to LA immediately but did not get even two courses to register, we need to register for atleast two courses if we want to maintain our full time status as a student. I was not able to do that, i wanted to differ it to spring semester but this bloody state did not have enough funds to find the university and hence they have no intake this spring semester.... so, i came back to my own university... Now,I really do not what the hell is happening in my life.I really do not know what am i suppose to do now... since i am not able to find any other university now to join... Life looks like stuck at the moment and i am not able to do anything about it......

P.S : this post is totally out of frustation

cheers!!!
Peace!!!

Its california

2009-09-11T11:38:00.004+05:30

It has been a month since i blogged, reason for my absence was California.I fell sick the day i landed in California, I thought i was hit by the very famous swine flu luckily, it was a regular flu.It took 7 days and 250 $ for me to recover.If it was india it would had taken me couple of days and not more than 250 rs for the doc and the medicines.This country is really expensive. Those 7 days, I had Hyderabad sickness,but not home sickness. I missed my Hyderabad a lot it was a lot better in Hyderabad, perhaps because I was used to it or perhaps because of fever or perhaps because of something else... but i really missed Hyderabad

But,America is no different from India or Hderabad. The only difference i found was better cars, better roads and yeah better cleavages ( No ! am not a pervert Please do not judge my character on that ).

I live at Sunnyvale, where Indian population is too high,when i came to my brother house, it was like coming to a place in India ,you find a lot of Indians around,and you do not at all miss Indian food anytime of the year. The first thing i learn t when i came to America is that here every thing is made simple and easy. So if you are trying really hard to do something, you are doing the wrong way these Americans never try really hard to do anything, every thing is made so convenient.

Never assume the conditions here will be happy go lucky, here the conditions are not so merry until you get a part time job,even if you get a part time job, you should be able to manage your studies and job simultaneously. so you should be physically and mentally fit.Some of my seniors here are working their ass off to earn money and more over this is the recession time so the job getting thing is also not so easy, But at the same time i can tell you its is not too difficult you can face it.You will definitely learn a lot when you come to this place, i learn t how to clean vessels, make my lunch and eat it even its not good, and learning how to lead organized life. I have never ever cleaned my room in india and never let any one to clean my room, i use to scold my mother if she would clean my room but now am cleaning my room every day and i dunno why??? my mom could not believe that i was keeping my room clean. Perhaps, this was my destiny to learn it this way .Anyway,Its really fun now to be here and lead a life away from family.Atlast, its my life my way

Cheers!!!!
Peace!!!

leaving india

2009-08-13T20:19:00.004+05:30

Probably, this will be my last post from india atleast for the next two year. I would be writing my next post from california. My flight is on 15th august, yes on independence day.Its like independence for me too.

I started this blog on august 8 2008, since then it has been 60 posts and 3000 visitors old. Getting 3000 visitors in a year may not be a big deal for regular bloggers, but for a not so regular blogger like me getting 3000 visits is kind of huge. Thanks to all my fellow bloggers visiting my blog and reading all my shit Patiently,I understand the pain they went through reading my blog and commenting on it. its really tough.

On the occasion of my one year anniversary I like to remember few of my loyal visitors.It was easy for me since only few of them visit my blog(he he ).

thoorika: she does write very well,she writes short stories, friends,moments of her life.. and many more, thanks for being a loyal visitor.

Rahul : He is techno blogger as he claims, U want any information of a new bike in town, u visit his blog u'll get the information.thanks for being a loyal visitor.

kaushik : he blogs on poems, if i may call it so. I guess hw wrote almost on all topic till date.thanks for being a loyal visitor.

It has been a wonderfull journey for me, Bloggin was one of the best thing happened to me I know every blogger says this, but on a serious note, blogging is damn good. I shared a lot moments which i cant with others.It gives me a freedom of expression.

I think it should be taught in school as a subject.More over,people having a blog should be given reservation in college admissions.....and where ever other reservations are applied. hope such day will come.

till then

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

keep blogging.

parting ways...

2009-08-02T09:19:00.008+05:30

we were 10 of us , who use to hang out daily but now we are left with only 3 thanks to overseas education and employment. We were 10 of us as i said, out of them 2 of them already left to other countries for "PURSUING" their masters, two of them got job and are not hanging out with us anymore , 3 of them are not yet done with their studies and are in their final year, and now we are left with only3 and now even am leaving to us of a this august 15th on the independence day, which is not intentional and it is totally coincidence.

It feels good sometimes, that every one is getting settled in their life, but the sad part is that we are partying ways with each other in the pursuit of life.We use to hang out at GE every single day, we use to go to GE more regularly than people who work over there.We use to have great fun over there.we laughed, we cried , we fought, we boozed, we smoked , we even celebrated birthdays at mid night and what not we did everything we could possibly do at GE. Those were really good days. Probably, the best days of my life.
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GE ( for those who dunno about GE, this place is at GE ( genpact a company famously known for its call center)

my friends, missing each one of them

Few of them are missing in this picture and i ll also miss them....

I wish, all of us should meet all together again after few years....

till then

Cheers!!!
Peace!!!

blog of the day

2009-07-31T21:21:00.004+05:30

Yuppie..... I was awarded blog of the day..on 28th july, its natural to not believe me hence here is the link.... blog of the day

It was so kind of these people for selecting my blog and awarding, I think they must have relaxed lot of rules before awarding my blog , It must have been a very hard decision to make.

Anyway, by hook or crook... i have made it.

cheers!!!
peace!!!

Poor andy rodick

2009-07-06T10:43:00.004+05:30

I am a die hard rodick fan,I was terribly depressed after the yesterdays final, which i was watching at XSB (Hyderabad) Andy rodick lost the championship to federer after a really really long fifth set. Rodick was the better player,all through the match breaking two games of federrer,federrer was unable to break rodick's serve, except in the final set after 14 games each.

Rodick played fantabulously well,He was just superb, he gave it all this time but couldn't make it.Sometimes, though you play really well and outplay the other player you just don't win. I was really disappointed after the match, but was happy to see rodick in the final after a really long long time.

Andy, don worry you will definitely come back, we (I) are always there for/ with you.

from a true rodick fan....

Facts( courtesy : THE HINDU) :

It was the longest men's grand slam final in history at 77 games-breaking the previous record of 71 from 1927 in auatralia.

It was also the longest fifth set in men's grand slam final in history, surpassing the 20 games from 1927 in france.

We generally talk about rodick regarding aces and serves but surprisingly, federer had 50 aces which was one short of wimbledon record held by Ivo karlovic.

cheers!!!

Peace!!!

Things to do

2009-07-03T23:27:00.004+05:30

Things to do before i leave....

1. I will be watching at least 3 movies( In theatre's ) a week, not watching the same movie again.

2. I would definitely like to eat hyderabadi biryani, at least once before i leave.

3. I wanted to watch a movie in IMAX before i leave( the biggest screen in India as they claim), which came true last week, I saw transformers 2, Transformers was not so impressive except "Megan fox". She was really hot... .... .. .. .

4. Meet all my cousin's once.

5. roaming on the streets of Hyderabad all night, for the last time.

6. Wanted to watch a movie with someone special for me, which came true by the way.

7. Should learn how to drive a car ( don laugh!!) and Get a international driving permit, I don even know ABC of driving.... should start learning and get a licence.

As i was writing my things to do list, I started to miss every one, all my friends, cousin's, and more importantly i am starting to miss Hyderabad.

P.S : They are many more things which i like to do before i leave to America, which i can't write over here....

P.S 1 : my brother reads my blog, so understand guys....

P.S 2 : I forgot to tell you in my last post, Am through my engineering with " first class ".

cheers!!!

Peace!!!

GOT MY VISA...

2009-06-27T22:56:00.005+05:30

Atlast, I got my visa guys in hyderabad. This was the reason why i was not blogging for the past one and a half month. I was really busy runing all around to get my documents done. I had my visa interview on 25th of this month in hyderabad. I was really paranoid till the interview happened. But, the interview went on cool. My appoiment was at 2 o clock, but i went inside by 1 :15 pm. After waiting for a long time at the security check and doucument check. I was given my token and was sitting at the waiting room. Till i went to the waiting room, i was really confident that i can do well in the interview. The waiting hall was just opposite to the vo counter, it was like when our token number flashes on the screen we need to go for the interview at that particular counter shown on the screen at the waiting hall. From the waiting we can see the students coming out after the interview. I was reading the face expression of the people coming out after the interview. I saw three people who went to counter number 12 all of them were looking dejected, i was hoping not to get counter number 12 since i saw them dejected.but as my tocken number flashed on the screen , it was something like this...

token number counter

SN216 12

I was not at all happy but went to the counter number 12 , The interview went on like this.

Me : good afternoon.

VO : smiled.

Me : gave all of my documents.

VO : said something.

Me : sorry, i did not get you.

VO : I said thanks.

Me : smiled....... :-D

VO : so wat are you to going to do after your masters.

Me : ( i was not at all expecting that question) uhh..... i would like to come back and work over here...

VO : ok, so what kind of job will you get over here.

Me : according to my secialization, i would be working as a quality control manager.

VO : ok. where did you under graduate ???

Me : i graduated at jntu with computer as my major.

VO : what is your under graduate % ?

Me : 61

VO : any backlogs??

Me : two.

VO : so what is your father??

Me : he use to work in IDL chemicals and now he is retired.

VO : so do u have any ban loans???

Me ; yes, i have a bank loan of 15 lacs.....

VO : was typing something.

VO: still typing, loked at me seriously.....

Me : smiled when she looked at me...

VO : your visa is approved, you will get your visa in few days... have a save trip.

Me: thanks ma'm you made my day.....

Post script : I was really happy that day, i was really lucky to get my visa....

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

The past four years

2009-05-17T00:13:00.004+05:30

The past four years have been really fantastic, fantabulous,funny and freaking sometimes.

I have, atlast completed my engineering.Its feels really strange to not to get a chance to talk to friends, whom you use to spend all day in the college. The worst part is we don't get money after completing your college. When i use to go to college, i use to tell some cock and bull stories to my mom and get money from her,but now its getting really hard to fool my mom. Here is a scene between me and my mom day before yesterday, when i was asking her money.

Me : amma !

mom : what!!!

Me : i need to go out.

mom : ok go..

Me : i need some money too.

mom : money ???( like i never ask her)

Me : yeah !!!

mom : she looks me from top to bottom(twice) , with her eyes scarcastically saying " get lost ".

Me : amma , i need it, its a little urgent.

generally, my mom never says no, she will ask me why?? But for a change

mom : i will not give you a single penny.

Me: i was agaped with her reply, did not say anything.

mom : now go and don disturb me.

This was the situation,i was totally terrified by my mom's answer, thought global recession is also hitting me !!! later ofcourse , I begged my mom for an hour more , guess what, she ultimately gave me the money. life after completing my degree is really pathetic(without friends and money)

Friends, yeah i miss all of them alot,

Few things which never return.

1. sitting in the canteens for long hours with friends, talking some crap, which makes no sense at all.

2. Missing all of them( friend) ,Like you may get in touch with only some of your friends,but all the aquaintances you had in college will be lost and you may not talk to them again in your life.

3. Miss bunking the college, I guess its the best thing, bunking college and freaking out on roads, theatres, bars for somet... you have all the freedom and right to do it.

4. Miss talking, playing games in mobiles, reading news papers, talking to girls while the class is going on.

5. Miss all those late night second shows, and sleeping in friends room the whole night.

6. Miss all the one day batting before the exams.

7. cutting cakes in the mid-night on friends birthday.

8. making fun of the lectures, in the classafter the class, before the class.

9. missing, roaming all day, in name of "fest's"

10.bunking all the internal exams, thinking "ITS COOL".

11. copying in the exams.

12. flunking in those exams, even after copying it right!, and then swearing at the system.

13. Begging for the attendance, at the last working hour.

14. miss all the MULTIPLE patch-up's,break-up's stories.

Wish all those could come back again in my life.....

cheers!!!
peace!!!!

writin journals

2009-04-21T23:21:00.004+05:30

hey guys,

I was kinda busy since the IPL started because i have been writing journals for a cricket portal.I write on all chennai super kings matches, Trying to analyse the match and tell you about it in greater detail.

www.cricrepublic.com

Please do check me out at the above portal , it talks about all the important and latest indian and world cricket updates.

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

E V M

2009-04-17T22:53:00.003+05:30

From now on, i write these moment of truth snipets which talk about not so popular truths which might be useless sometimes ( infact all of the times) but, i still write it (for fun!!!!).

EVM- Electronic Voting machine

This machine was designed,developed, manufactured and tested by Election commision of india in collaboration with Electronic corporation of india, hyderabad and BEL ( bharath electronics limited) support ECIL.

For the 2009 elections, they have manufacuted around 15 million voting machines in hyderabad, which can record a maximum of 3840 votes and can cater upto 16 candidates in one single unit and if there are more than 16 candidates contesting they can connect 4 Evm's parallely.

EVms was first used in 1982 in the bye-election to Parur Assembly Constituency of Kerala for a limited number of polling stations (50 polling stations)

P.S : information courtesy wikipedia.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Indian_voting_machines

P.P.S : proud of my hyderbad.

P.P.P.S : By the way this is my 50th blog post , completed half a ton.

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

I voted. DID YOU????

2009-04-17T00:15:00.010+05:30

The worlds largest democracy has began its elections. Today, I used the ultimate power given to me as a citizen of india, rather i should say the minimal responsibility as a citizen of india. I thought after all the terrorists attacks, tv's showing corrupted M.L.A's and M.P's,insecurity in the public, all the "PLEASE VOTE" campaigns by celebrities ; I thought this time around the voter turn out would be much higher than ever, atleast in my city, hyderabad.

The sad part was that my parents had a voter id, but did not have their names in the voter list, so they were not eligible for voting. But, strangely i had my name in the list. I was always curious to know, how do they vote like i know the process but still i wanted to see it.when i was a kid always wanted to vote, no, not to change the country by my vote, but just for the fun of it.But,in the evening, when i saw the voter turn out statistics, i was really shocked. I never expected a 58% turn out in the capital city,in first place, atleast 60 % is minimum expected from the capital city, where you have all the literate people who talk about economy,politics and swear by the city. Where did all the hyderabadi's go???

I really don't know why, all the celebrities should take time to remind us to vote, I guess, its our courtesy to vote, to change the country, and elect people who are sane. We cannot leave our country to some cold murderer who thinks politics is just another way of earning money. We might think that, our one single can't change anything, but according to EC, this time we have 10 million new voters , i think that is a huge number, which might make a difference, if every one votes. We spend money to send an sms to vote a contestant in a reality show, and make our beloved win the contest. But, why don't we go and vote which is for free and for our own good, and for the country.

Vote for yourself, Vote for your country( india), Try and make it a better place.

Cheers!!!!

Peace!!!!

P.S : voting is quite hip these days....

P.S : photos courtesy google images

Akashamanta-review

2009-04-10T02:06:00.004+05:30

Last night,I saw a movie called Akashamanta(the whole sky) and this is my take on the movie

Of course, i missed the first five minutes of the movie, which i guess will not matter as the movie is not that great. The whole movie is dubbed, except the prakash and jagapathi babu scenes. ALL the songs in the film sucks "BIG TIME". I was not able to understand any song except a half punjabi song.

The film starts when prakash becomes a dad, he treats her child (trisha) with utmost love and care. AT one point, trisha goes to study in delhi and falls in love, and tells her dad, eventually marries him. the climax scenes where trisha leaves her dad and goes away is quite heart touching, not in the centi way but, on the sensitive side.

Final word :

Don't expect anything from the movie, its jus a time pass, only when you have lots of time do watch it. For older people, a good movie, a one time watch movie.

my rating :2/5

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

project blues.....

2009-04-07T04:23:00.004+05:30

Its almost 5 in the morning, just completed quarter part of the documentation which is suppose to be submitted( not the quarter but the complete documentation) tomorrow morning at 10 am. The code of our project has also fucked up big time, we were not able to install vs-2005 ( for morons like me - "VS" means visual studio ) but at last after many trail and errors we installed it sucessfully. The worst part was that we din how to execute it( sniff, sniff), we will go to our project site tomorrow and get it done early in the morning at 6 o clock. now, its 5 o clock, few my batch mates already slept, others are trying to rhyme and are playing shayeri-shayeri which is like yack!!!!. me, now thinking of to sleep or not to, as i write its 5 hours 15 min which is like just 45 min away from 6 o clock. I have to sleep because we have seminar tomorrow. i wish this 44 min sleep will help me to do well tomorrow.

P.S: I have not been writing from long time , its not that am busy or something, like am busy but i could have made time to write a blog for my blog, if i was a little better organized.

P.S : still thinking to sleep or not to.....

P.S : wish me luck for tomorrow.

till then

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

100 truths.

2009-03-23T14:26:00.003+05:30

LAST TIMES…

1. Last beverage: WATER, IF IT IS CALLED SO…..
2. Last phone call: RAHUL, REGARDING……DOCUMENTATION…
3. Last text message: AKHIL,
4. Last song you listened to: REHNA THU…..(dilli-6)
5. Last time you cried: LAST YEAR IN THE MONTH OF JAN

HAVE YOU EVER...

6. Dated someone twice: NO, WISH I DID…!!!!
7. Been cheated on? NO….
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? NO!!!!
9. Lost someone special? YES
10. Been depressed? YES
11. Been drunk and threw up? YES, MANY TIMES…!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:

12.BLACK!!!
13. BLUE
14. WHITE

FIRSTS :

15. Made new friends: YES
16. Fallen out of love: YES
17. Laughed until you cried:YES, MANY TIMES
18. Met someone who changed you: YEAH
19. Found out who your true friends were: NEVER FELT SO
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YEAH,

HAVE YOU:

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: YEAH…..
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life:MANY, AROUND 99% OF THEM
23. How many kids do you want to have: TWO
24. Do you have any pets: NO
25. Do you want to change your name: NO
26. What did you do for your last birthday: PARTY…..
27. What time did you wake up today: 8 O CLOCK….IT WAS STRANGE ,GOT UP TOO EARLY…
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: WATCHIN BENJMAN BUTTON!!!
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for : MANCHURIA.(VEG) WITH CHILLI SAUCE
30. Last time you saw your mother: JUST NOW,SHE IS IN THE OTHER ROOM.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: MAKE IT A LITTLE ORGANIZED
32. Most visited web page: GOOGLE

What's your:

33. Name: Padma Kumar Vemuri
34. Nicknames: RAJA,PADDU,…..

35. Zodiac sign: GEMINI
36. Male or female or transgender : MALE.
37. Elementary: ST PATRICK’S HIGHT SCHOOL
38. School: ST PATRICK’S HIGHT SCHOOL
39. Colleges: N.J.C
40. Hair color: BLACK
41. Long or short: SHORT
42. Height: 183 cms…..WHICH IS NOT AT AL BAD,,,
43. Do you have a crush on someone? YEAH.
44. Ever been in love? YEAH
45. Piercings? NO
46. Tattoos? NO
47. Righty or lefty: LEFTY
48. First surgery: YEAH, WHEN I WAS IN CLASS 12 FRACTURED MY HAND
49. First piercing: NEVER
50. First best friend: MANY, CANNOT ZERO IT TO ONE PERSON..
51. First sport you loved: CRICKET
52. First pet : NEVER HAD IT AND NEVER WANT IT….
53. First vacation: GOA
54. First concert: NOT YET
55. First crush: DEEPSHIKA

RIGHT NOW:

56. Eating: COOKIES
57. Drinking: NOTHING
58. I'm about to: SLEEP AFTER POSTING THIS
59. Listening to: CPU’S SOUND,DIALOGUES OF SOAP ON TV
60. Waiting for: THIS LONG STOLEN TAG TO COMPLETE..

YOUR FUTURE :

61. Want kids? NO……
62. Want to get married? YEAH, BUT AFTER FEW YEAR PERHAPS WHEN AM 25 or26
63. Careers in mind? MS in COMPUTER SCIENCE.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

64. Lips or eyes: EYES
65. Hugs or kisses: BOTH
66. Shorter or taller: SHORTER
67. Older or Younger: BOTH, BUT PREFERABLY YOUNG ONES
68. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: STOMOCH
70. Sensitive or loud: SENSITIVE
71. Hook-up or relationship: BOTH…..
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :

73. Kissed a stranger: NO, BUT WANT TO…. : - D
74. Lost glasses/contacts: NO
76. Broken someone's heart: YES
77. Had your own heart broken: YES
78. Been arrested: NO
79. Turned someone down:NO
80. Cried when someone died: YES, HE WAS MY CLASS MATE
81. Liked a friend that is a girl? YES, AM NOT ‘ GAY’

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

81. Yourself: YES
82. Miracles: YES
83. God: DON’T KNOW……..
84. Love at first sight: NO
85. Heaven: YES
86. Santa Claus: NO
87. Kiss on the first date? NO
88. Angels: YES
89. Devils: NO

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? YES
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? NO
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? YES
93. Among you blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? NO ONE.
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? YES, MANY TIMES BUT I RARELY REGRET

95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? Never, I BELIEVE IN ‘ NO SEX WITH FRIEND’S EX ‘

Associate with something you wear:

96. White: MY OLD SHOES
97. Black: MY SHIRT.
98. Pink: I DON LIKE IT AND GUESS ITS FOR THE GAY
99. Red: MY NEW SHOES, ITS NOT COMPLETLY RED… ITS A CONVERSE……SO GET THE PICTURE
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? YEAH…

Stealing tags is real fun. I stole this tag from a blog .I want to tag all persons who read this long post. Have fun!!!

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!!

google me!!!!

2009-03-23T00:03:00.002+05:30

google my name am pretty famous....

Cheers!!!
Peace!!!!

P.S : click on the image for a better view...

A Happy Farewell

2009-03-18T00:19:00.005+05:30

After all, It was our farewell. We never expected a farewell party in first place.In our college, we never had a farewell party organized in our college history. we didn’t give to our seniors, they never gave it to their seniors and so on.So, I guess for the first time in our college history farewell happened. The party was at a pub called “Scarlet”. Believe me it was awesome.

I always use to think that people cry,feel sad, and bring out all different kinds of sad emotions during their farewell. So, I thought even i will cry, hug,…etc…etc… on my farewell.But,Our farewell was other way round, We enjoyed it to the core, at least i did. We danced for almost for 5 hours with a break of half an hour in the middle for lunch.I really enjoyed it full-on..I guess this was the best party i had ever had.I did not even see a single sad face among our friends. At least, for the party sake.In fact , all were really happy that they enjoyed a lot and were ready to take pictures after the party. we had fun and that too full-on !!

But, the sad part was that some of my friends were feeling shy,scared,embarrassed, or whatever of dancing on the dance floor with girls. I guess, they would have not danced even if there were no girls.

P.S : got my gate result.Successfully disqualified!!!!!

P.P.S : I am not feeling bad or something… because i was not well prepared for it.and moreover being +ive you see…!!!!

P.P.P.S : photo effects courtesy…windows live writer… for better view of pictures click it.

P.P.P.P.S :don’t you dare to laugh on my Post script abbreviations… its not pun intended…..

tour pics—part two

2009-03-09T01:19:00.001+05:30

This was at dilli-6

Cutest stranger ever met in a train…

This one was at Rock gardens !

Pulling it up hard!!!

This is me at manali was sick

This was at agra fort

change is inevitable

2009-02-28T01:34:00.004+05:30

Today, I met one of my old friend Let me explain the scene what happened…

M : Hi!!!

Me : hi , how are you??

M: am fine and you???

Me : fine…

M : smiling….

Me : smiling……

This person M and Me were silent for next 1 min and we were standing opposite to each other without speaking anything. after 1 min jus to break the ice.

Me : so,

M : so,smiling…

Me : so, how is your college ??

M : good !

Me : and friends ???

M : even better ….

Me : good… for you…

M : silent………

Me : silent again……

and at the end that person met some friend and i met some one else and we dispersed……

I was talking to the same person all day and so was that person jus a year ago, and now we did not even have a single word to speak or talk to each other.

I sometimes really think, how people change every passing day,we change every day and so our relationships.I am not saying that this person changed and am not putting the blame on that person.In my case,Perhaps,we didn’t have anything to talk or perhaps didn’t want to talk or perhaps because of some other reason . Relationships change as we move on in our lives.We just need to know , how to maintain such relationships either with friends, cousins ,siblings or girl friends.How can we just can’t talk to each other for few minutes when we use to talk for hours together without any discomfort……. …I think its high time that we need maintain our relationships with every one around us and never loose it unnecessarily……for silly reasons….

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!!

P. S : I just started reading... Digital fortress by dan brown.... loving it...!!!

92 92 92 !!!!

2009-02-13T12:13:00.002+05:30

At last, i got decent marks in my toefl !!!! remember it was one of my resolution for this year!!. i took the test on 24th of Jan and got my result just day before yesterday.this is the second time am writing but that doesn’t matter. Last time i got 77 which is too low and the cut off mark for the universities was 80. I was really shocked in disgust then, i thought i was really bad in English and lost all my confidence but after getting a decent score like this pushed my confidence up.Generally you need to get at least 91 to get aid in some us universities, am happy that i got 92 and more importantly at least one of my long resolution list has been accomplished successfully. Cheers to me….yupeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I called my dad and told the score he was like good, congrats. and the immediate question was why dint u get 100??? and i was like shit!!!! these parents never get satisfied, even if u get 120 out 120 they still ask for more…. when i told this to my friend, he gave some shit logic which i never understood.

Finally, Am really happy about my score….. happy happy happy and happy indeed!!!! am not getting any adjectives to describe my happiness.!!!!!!

P.S : last post on indian cricket was real shit, i don’t know what was i thinking while i was writing that post.Today , when i was just reading that post, i was like dude, what did write over there??? am sorry guys for such mediocrity!!! i try shall not repeat such useless and boring posts…..

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!

INDIAN CRICKET

2009-02-11T19:22:00.002+05:30

BuzzNet Tags: indian cricket,srilanka,win

I was getting bored of watching india playing cricket.These days indians are winning every single match they play, which brings boredom at least for me. Earlier, they use win matches but not every match, so i use to enjoy watching cricket because i was curious whether india would win or not ?. But These days they are winning every single match and comfortably with huge margins which brings a kind of monotony to the game.It also makes people loose interest in the game.I think that cricket should not be a one sided game.i generally enjoy the nail biting endings.

yesterdays T-20 match between india and srialnka was a match to watch for sure.It had everything for a cricket fanatic like me.Both teams had their share of the match,the run out of shewag was a big blow to india later after a couple of wickets Yuvraj and raina steadied the ship and had a good and quick partnership of 69 in 50 balls after the dismissal of yuvraj and immediately raina gave srilanks a boost and the match was like almost in their hands. then came the pathan brothers into the crease. Definite appreciation to the pathan brothers who held there nerve and made india win.getting 59 of 25 balls is really difficult especially with only 2 wickets in hand.Both the brothers complemented each other very well and final shot by Irfan pathan for a six was a great way to end and win a match.

CHEERS!!!!
PEACE!!

LONG LONG AGO , SO LONG AGO

2009-02-10T21:46:00.001+05:30

First of all, i completely apologize to all my fellow bloggers for not blogging for over a month.My desktop got screwed up and i was unable to get it work,so i had to give it for a repair and i just got it today.

I got really bored in my home without my desktop.I learnt how addicted i am to my computer. It was really difficult to pass time especially in the nights :-) when i am in my home alone. i had to pass time watching some idiotic,pathetic and disgusting soaps with my mom on tv. I tried to study for my GATE exam which was on 8th of this month.I think i wrote it well am not sure, its just a blind hope.

I am pasting some of my tour pics, since, i not able to think of anything else to write now. I completely messed up my resolution of blogging every day, I hope ill keep it up from now on. am not assuring that but i try my level best to keep up that resolution.

Finally, out of my Long wish list,i completed couple of them, like i wrote my gate exam, working out daily. Hmmm so here are the pictures.

Early morning at manali.. it happens seldom since,

i generally don get so early

Playing WWF cards….

In the train, Lending money…

At manali again.

On our way to Rotang pass

phewwwww.. i don like to take pictures especially when i go to temples..

This was at Rock gardens.This was for the picture and nothing else….

Devotional me…

Cheers!!!

Peace!!!!

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intresting books!!

2009-01-13T22:46:00.004+05:30

hmm ,yesterday i was surfing through some sites and then i found these books... i dunno whether these books are really intresting or not but i guess the title's are damn funny!!!!

if any one find any other such intresting books please let us kne..

cheers!!
Peace

Rest - in - Peace

2009-01-12T18:55:00.005+05:30

06-01-2009-tuesday, This very day ill not forget ever in my life. it was a very tragic day not only in my life but to many others in my class. rohit santosh ( my class mate) expired on this very particular day, some say he committed suicide , some say it was a natural death, many don't have any clue. No one expected this from him like i just can't believe that he committed sucide.he came to college on Monday and he was so good like we all made fun of him and so did he . if some one ever commits a suicide I think they show some tendencies which indicate that his/her life is disturbed and they are doing all wrong to solve it. it took me almost 3 days to get over from it.when i heard the news in the evening i was shocked and depressed , my heart was pumping much faster than usual ,i was totally confused and tensed. I was not able to realize the situation till i went to the hospital. it was very bad and disgusting way to start year 2009. may his soul rest in peace! rohit," we always miss u dude."

P.S: there is some one who visits my blog from california... may i know whose this??? whomever it may be please comment once...

P.P.S:ill be blogging daily from now, this was my another resolve for this year which i forgot to mention in my previous post.

P.P.S: rohit, may ur soul rest in peace.

Happy new Year

2009-01-04T15:26:00.005+05:30

First of all happy new year to all my fellow blogger's.

Every one was talking about all the dark things happened the previous year . So Let me review couple of good things happened in the year 2008.

1 India excelled in sports arena. starting with a gold medal and 2 bronze medals at the Olympics. later, saina nehwal won the world badminton championship and was awarded the " most promising player" for the year 2008 .Consecutive wins by team India in cricket. jeev milka singh won the Golf championship in Singapore. This list goes on and on..... we indeed did great job in sports.

2 perhaps, the terror attack in November was indeed very destructive. but , it made everyone aware of the situation we are in and the importance of the election. I guess every one realized that they need to vote and elect only those who are potent and have the caliber to be in that post .I think this time the voter turnout would much higher than the previous year.this was proved in the recent J &K elections.

and now year 2009. I have certain resolutions which, i hope to keep, I want to let u know these resolutions ,so that it'll create pressure on me and I'll work hard to keep these resolutions I took a printout of my wish list this year and sticked it in my room I guess it will make work towards my resolutions.

wish list for year 2009

1. scoring in toefl.

2. possibly even in GRE.

3. Going to the gym regularly.

4. getting a good % in my bachelors degree.

5.to make my SECRET happen. I will tell you about this secret when its done!

6. getting into some good university for my masters.

7. scoring high rankTags: in GATE( not sure let c).

8. buying a new mobile for myself which has high audio clarity.

9. buying a professional camera.

10. Improving my computers's configuration

these some of the important resolutions or may be a wish list, which i think i must be keeping this year.

below is a video made on my college life by myself out of boredom sitting in my room.it was a amateur effort please don mind if its mediocre

Peace!!

Cheers!!

2009, happy new year, Cheers, Peace, resolutions, wish list, 2008, college video.

Taggie waggie makes U happy..

2008-12-27T00:56:00.014+05:30

I have been tagged by thoorika .. thanks a lot thoorika for giving me a back link in ur blog.. got a lot of traffic from ur blog...thanks for tagging me too...

yeah,let me explain about the tag first. we have to write five funny things we do when we go for a movie or while watching a movie .hmmm yeah frankly, i thought a lot about this but still i don find any funny or unusual thing while going for or watching a movie.. am still thinking but unable to get one . let me try don mind if it sounds foolish .

1.yeah, this is not a habit but it happened once.. like i went to some movie dunno the movie name but it was damn boring. it was centi movie everyone,even my friends were totally immersed in the movie and in the climax scene as usual the villain comes and hits the hero for the first time in the movie and i was like whistling in the theatre.i was the only one whistling for the villain... people around me looked at me like who's this guy is he mad or wat.??? why is he whistling for the villain... but i had a great time while i was whistling for a sec all the people around me were staring at me..

2. This use to happen in the interval but not now any more.. earlier as soon after the first half my friends go out and smoke like they gonna die if they don smoke... like u'll get around 5 or 10 min break and even in that time they smoke and ill be standing along with them telling them not to smoke but they don care i know...but , fortunately this doesn't happen any more because it is banned now to smoke in public so they don get cigarette to smoke....
My, friends gonna kill if they read this..... any ways next!

3.this use to happen when i had my girl friend.. when ever we plan for a movie.. like she never ever comes earlier than even if i come on time she will be late atleast by a min or so .... i use to always wait for my girl friend...but not anymore because am single now.....
its pretty strange that a boy waiting for his girlfriend.. generally it is other way around...

4. this is a boy thing like when ever i go for a movie i look around and check for beautiful girls.. and if i find any i think this is it she is my Ms Right... and forget about it even before i enter the hall.. and till now i have found thousands of Ms right's....

5.generally, i have a habit of going to second shows.. and after the show we have our dinner at 1 or 2 o clock in the night at some (road side) noodle shop and then go to friends room and talk till 5 or 6 O clock with each other and then sleep till 12 o clock in the afternoon. it is real fun to have ur dinner in the night without any pollution or noise or people around you. try once u'll enjoy it..

wanted to write a lot of things but my blog is read by many of my cousins and by my parents so u see i cannot write every thing... i guess u'll understand... and yeah do comment.... and don mind if u find it foolish.....

i want to tag this to rahul but am not sure whether his laziness will allow him to a write a post but still i take courage to tag this to

rahul ,
nidhi from pune ( am expecting another long post from you), and
nidhi again! from nepal just to avoid the confusion......
if we could tag back to the one who tagged us it would have been nice i would def'ly tagged thoorika again...

P.S : nidhi... if u think u heard the title don worry... its urs.. i jus copied. it.... hope u don mind....

Peace!!
Cheers!!

happy times...

2008-12-17T23:35:00.004+05:30

i thought of posting these pictures long back... but after the mumbai attacks.. i thought it was not right to post.. i think its not right even now.. but i dunno why am i posting this.... looks strange rather weird for me too.....

the above one was at delhi. exactly at birla mandir... my friend was suppose take a picture of some one else i jumped in the middle... :-D

it is not ma tour pic but i guess i look good..here that why i put it..

hmm i was holdin this python.. we get to hold it for 10 bucks..... and the expressions was because of curiousness but not beacuse of fear..

rummy is the best game u could play with playing cards in the train.. or in any journey..

ths is naveen... holding the same python and this wat u call fear...

this was at agra fort.... all of us....

this image with all the courage was took by myself at some temple in manali....

this was also taken by me...on request. the people in the picture are teja and rahul... manoj kumar style.... they both are SRK fans....

this was at qutubminar...i think u can get it from the picture itself...
from left... arvin,ragava(down),kiran(top),and raul...

DO COMMENT ON THE PICTURES... AND ESPECIALLY ABOUT ME IN THOSE PICTURES..

am back

2008-12-11T00:25:00.002+05:30

Am back after a long 10- day tour.....and it feels so good to be in hyderabad again after a long time. Tour was rocking... and best part was manali and shimla..... its my laziness which is stopping me from writing a long post about the tour perhaps i would some day.

it was bad day to start for the tour as were about to start we heard the news of the terrorist attack in mumbai....i was really shocked as any one when i heard the news and was waiting to reach delhi to get more information.....may all the souls who lost their lives rest in peace.....not the 9 bastards.... and if u ask me they should kill the 10th one too.... cheers to all the commandos...and cops ... who came into the rescue......

P.S: thoorika and deepthi thanks for the wishes....

cheers!!!
Peace!!!

Slammy !!!

2008-11-21T23:56:00.007+05:30

Its always curious to know what the other person is thinking of you and i had this feeling several times.. Finally, my fellow bloggers made it easy for me.....i dunno who started it but i appreciate this guy/girl who ever started it .

i guess tagging is the "in-thing" these days and every blog has one and hence this post.... this not the typical tag...u see in other blogs... this is something different... perhaps i may call it a slam book kind.. or slammy instead u see new name!!!( creativity isn't it???)

This is new "slammy" i saw it in many other blogs.....and i thought of even putting in my blog too

below are a series of queries... and u need to answer all of them

comments will be appreciated....and are needed too !

1. Who are you?

2. Are we friends?

3. Something I have and YOU want?

4. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?

5. Describe me in one word.

6. What was your first impression of me?

7. Do you still think that way about me now?

8. What reminds you of me?

9. If you could give me anything what would it be?

10. How well do you know me?

11. How do you see me in the future?

12. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn’t?

13. Are you going to post this in your blog and see what I say about you?

Cheers!!!
Peace!!!

exam blues!!!!

2008-11-17T23:28:00.006+05:30

....
Today we had software project management..... exam.

I messed it up completely. I was sitting in the exam room trying not to forgot anythin i read..... as the paper was given to me which was already 20 min late.... i saw the question paper.... and was like... shit!!! from where did these questions come from????? later, i looked at rahul....( my class mate who is also a blogger )
we both get the same set.... like in our room i rahul uday and pranita will get the same set...rahul and pranita sit diagnally to me on either side... and me in the middle row and uday also sits in the same row ...

hmm yeah, i saw rahul and he was like do u know any question???? and then i turned up to pranita who also told me that even she is confused.... hmmm i thought...that am gonna flunk for sure.. the only confidence i had was that being in final year they don really fail anyone unless and untill u write terribly bad...later, as i read the question paper.... for more than half an hour.. i thought i could answer the first question but forgot the sub titles....i asked raul he knew few and i knew the rest .yay!!! first answer was written sucessfully in 1 and half hour and i have the same time for remaining 4 answers..... and as i started and completed the second answer..i was left with only half an hour more.......then i wrote the answers really fast usually am not a calligraphic and on that i was writing really fast.... hmmm i pity the examiner who corrects my paper...

i don know in which way will he understand my paper..... and i was still a half answer due... but the time was up so i had to give the paper.... each and every time when i complete a exam i would alwys want 5 more min i dunno... why?? perhaps i should manage my time better....

Cheers!!
Peace!!

atlast i told my dad!!!

2008-11-16T15:24:00.003+05:30

hmmm yesterday night after making myself brave and got ready to tell my dad.... at around 11 0 clock in the night after my dad had dinner.....

here is the scene...

my was was about to sleep and just lied down on the bed... i went near him and said...

me: i got my toefl result dad!
dad: how much did u get?

me:hmmm i.....
dad: how much ( with a louder tone)

me: i.... uh .... got 77
dad: 77 ....

me: yeah...
Dad : hmm that too less.... wat was the cut off... mark...

me: hmm 80....
dad: hmmm ... ok u can write again... don worry....

me:.......
Dad: don be so depressed its ok.... it happens... even if u study hard it happens... don worry.... u can write again.....

me: i think i should try out something else.....like gate or something...
Dad: may be will c first u study well for ur sem exams....

me: ok dad, and wat about toefl.... and i dunno wat to tell my brother about this!!
Dad: hmm u first study well for your exams.... then write ur toefl.....again..... and i'll tell ur brother about this don worry....

me: ok ..dad.... good night!!!!
dad: good night!!

i never thought that my dad will behave in such a way... i thought he would kill me
after i tell him the score... but he never reacted.....
perhaps....he was expecting this!
perhaps ... he was treating me as an adult....

anyways.....

Cheers!!!
Peace!!!!

sulking badly indeed.!!!

2008-11-15T11:06:00.006+05:30

today is 15th of november..... and its been almost three days since i got my result...
till now i did not tell my dad..... because we had cermony kindaa thing in my house... and all my relatives are in my house as in the whole "vemuri" family was in my house.........

my mom and dad are really happy that all of them came to my house.... it was indeed a great get-together.... ..

i am feeling really bad that i did not tell my dad about....this every time i talked to my dad these three days ... i was( am still) feeling guilty that am hidding some thing before my dad...... am feeling really bad and low... today... and i think i should tell my dad about this today.... .. i think i can..... and i think i can't also...

i am totally confused,frustated and fucked up. sometimes i even feel that am cheeting my dad...i never got this feeling all my life of 20 years......

harshita's post had inspired me a lot i think i should get away with this and look for the future.... yeah i shall from now on..... as of now many things are going on in mind........ i guess i could solve all of them in the near future......

P.S: am writing this post only out of frustation ...... so that i can get away with it. Hopefully,tell my dad today.......

pretty much fucked up!!!

2008-11-13T10:30:00.003+05:30

just got my toefl result....scored 77 which is devastatingly

bad.....and all my plans for going to a consultancy and applying for

a universty totally screwed...up!!!

yesterday morning i got up at 7 o clock after sleeping till 4 o

clock studying for my external exam and as i got up i got a call

from one of my firends(kiran who got more thn me!! :-( ) that

scores of toefl are out and he was like how much did u get???

then lazily i went up to the computer started it and my bloody

computer took almost 15 min to start and get connected to the

net... and then as i saw the scores and i got totally disappointed

the immediate feeling was like "FUCK" i screwed it up again....

later, i went to college for the exam and i pretended that am not

disappointed... but actually i was sulking... which also made me

screw my ecternal exam( embedded system ) too....and moreover

when i went to the college i heard that one of my class mates who

also wrote toefl on the same day got 94 !!!(wow) but i was really

swearing at my self for not getting good marks and some times

even her for getting better marks....

all my plans got fucked up

i. i was thinking of going to a tour with my friends in december

after my externals ... which of course got fucked up!!!

ii. my brother who lives in us who had many expectations on me

and i fucked up all those expectations this hurts me more thn

anything...

iii. i did not tell the scores to my dad and as of now i don have

guts to face him perhaps i will tell him tomorrow or perhaps

today.....

iv. i wasn't able to live my fellow class mates expectations who

thought i would score better or may be they din have any

expectations....

v. am totally fucked up and fucked up and fucked up!!!

i dunnoo wat's the problem...like i really studied and

practiced hard and i mean real hard for almost more than 6

weeks. even after writing the exam i thought i wrote pretty well

and by going according to my score my writing ability is pretty

bad , am i bad in writing??? guys please tell me.,.????

its like sometimes i think am a big loser and am just not able to

do any damn thing in this big world... may be am not so capable of

doing something perhaps anything.... may be am not good enough

as maheswari( remember who got 94 ) or kiran ( who got 92) or

chetan( who got 114)....or perhaps am not at all good .... shit life

why am i not good ....how am i gonna tell dad and mom about this...

they'll kill me if they hear my score...... am like feeling really

bad... it never happened like this..... last time when i felt this bad

was when i broke -up with my grl frnd.....

Fuck fuck fuck fuck....... and fuck!!!!!

Bloody hell....Exams are here....

2008-11-09T02:03:00.008+05:30

hmmm exams time.....(shit...)

my sem exams start from Monday and i din even start studying a
single unit till now in any subject... ( hats off to my guts....and
carelessness)

yesterday,I bought the "all in one--spectrum series" fellow
Hyderabad engineering students should be familiar with this book
.... for others... all in one is a guide kinda thing where will be
having all the previous questions papers. of all subjects.....with
solutions(Wow!!! dats why i like it) and most of the questions
come from those questions( tried and tested !!). for majority of the Eng
students in Hyd this is sort of 'GOD' before the day of exam
today i went up to my friends place to learn a unit from him....
but,i ended up explaining a unit to him..( intelligence u SEE!!!) i
learned that unit long bac... after explaining to him i thought....i
Had pretty good memory... and later he also made me learn a
unit..... so i completed 2 units as of now.... i need to study 3 more
units..... u see we have choice we need to write 5 Q out of 8 Q
and hence we learn only 5 units out of 8. i have only 24 hours
more for preparations

but still, i had the time to write a blog post...( cheers!! to me)and
yeah, am thinking of sleeping right now and i (guess) will study

the remaining 3 units...tomorrow....... I guess.....

P.S :yeah, the picture to the right... is my new bike.... Kinetic Nova...135cc... and the one below it is picture where i was about to address the guest of honour during my fest....!!!

opinions are appreciated !!!!

Cheers!!!
Peace!!

Prank....

2008-11-03T00:28:00.003+05:30

this is one of the funiest pranks i have ever seen

HAPPY DIWALI

2008-10-27T23:07:00.012+05:30

On the eve of Diwali

First of all i would like to wish all my fellow bloggers of

bloggerville " HAPPY DIWALI "

on this note i would like to reminiscence the recent achievements

by/for Indian/India

these are the 5 recent achievement by India... which i

remember....

1. the recent domination in commonwealth youth games in India
where India has won 76 medals in total beating Australia.. the

picture below gives u a better idea...

below are some indians who won gold... in relay women and men and gold in swimming

2. sachin's 12000 and India's win against Australians since it

was the biggest win by India ever in terms of runs...

3.viswanathan anand..... on the verge of a victory and successfully

retaining his title and i believe he is still the king of 64 squares...

4. India's recent chandrayaan-1 launch... which was successfull.. it
was a 100 cr. project and in 6 years they are planning a manned mission to moon...Cheers......yay.... hope we don have any

conspiracy theory ..........

5.how can we forget him the only gold medalist for India.. in

Olympics..... Abhinav bhindra... the coolest of the lot...

exams preparation ! ! !

2008-10-18T00:46:00.019+05:30

it wass a Monday morning (although am posting this on Friday)... i hate these Mondays i guess every one does.... got ready for the college went to college by 10 o clock am late by half an hour already...and as i entered one of my geek friends asks me how many units did u study??? am like for wat?? for the internals today.. holy shit i din knew it till now.... and am like what ?? today?? which exam?? and he is like E.S( embedded systems) and i was like thinking of going back home.. then he told me that don worry its at 2 o clock u can study.... am like sounds good...

AT 12 o clock ,i was sitting in the class checking out the syllabus... i cant even understand a single unit..... but then the likely happened sumanth entered the room... sumanth is the topper of our class like a lecturer for all of us he is never unprepared he came and told me the 3 answers like we need to write three answers out of 5 .. and by 1:30 i was done with my preparation (all thanks to sumanth....) but some of my class mates were short of preparation so this is how they prepared for the last few minutes....

Am proud of my friends...

preparing the bench before the internal.... he is ragava

he is Uday strongly preparing his hand..

Uday again cheking out his micro sized chit

Naveen who already lost hope on the exam...

Cheers!!!
Peace!!!

P.S: This post has been inspired by thoorika she also wrote a post on the same lines....

500 Visitors and stil counting

2008-10-15T20:15:00.007+05:30

Hi.. blog-0-sphere...

500 visitors visited my life my way..... with-in three months. i started blogging in august and today 15th of october 500 people visited my blog... its kindaa "Mission accomplished " thing....

I saw this in another blogs.... i request my fellow bloggers to be a guest blogger on my blog write a post for my blog as a guest blogger.... you can write anything i mean on any damn topic u want... i shall post it immediately... and it will be appreciated!!!!

mail your post to my mail id.... i shall post it on my blog...

Cheers!!!
Peace...

P.S 1: expecting a mail from u guys......
P.S 2:padma.vemuris1988@gmail.com

embarrassed.........totally...

2008-10-11T01:17:00.009+05:30

it has been almost a week i wrote a post like i was really involved in reading others blogs.u see reading blogs takes away a lot of time.. believe me. try it out once....
am not going to use "shit or fuck" word in this post since i have promised Krishna that I'll not.

yesterday i was at my cousins engagement and yeah i was just sitting beside the bridegroom talking to him and as i was talking to him i saw two girls entering in to the house when i looked up to see them

i was like is she her??? is she h??? perhaps not??? perhaps yeas?? yes it is !! it is her.. and yeah she looked at me as if she was seeing me for the first time in her life.. so wat am i gonna do?? i also looked at her like some **(forget it ! am not gonna swear at any one remember Krishna???) later i got to know that she was bride's school friend and when the engagement started i mean i was standing behind the bride groom and had no choice to see her( the girl i was mentioning before)
as she was behind the bride...it was really embarrassing in between all this my mother who asks me to touch the feet of my grand parents listen i don have any problem in touching their feet but like she says that in front of every one..
and am like "amma mellaga andharu chusthunaru"(slowly,all are watching us).

i wanted to avoid her( the same GIRL) so was sitting outside for some peace checking out some messages..(forwards of course no gf.. mind u!!!)to my right side
a group of people started discussing about all the issues in this peice of earth....from chiranjeevi to big bang theory to stock market.... and giving away their own opinion.and i was like where the hell did i come. i saw her again when i was having my lunch again it was really embarrassing.and like when i was eating my aunt would come to me say "inkoncham vesuko raja(my knik nme) avakai..lekapothe kura " ( have a little more of this or that)and am like "thanks but no thanks" and she is like parledhu amma inka vesuko inka nuvu chinapiladivi.."( its ok you can have more you are still a kid) am i Kid??? am for god sak 20 yrs old and 6 feet in which part of this world am i called a kid...and she goes on insists me to eat more . and am like watthe heck?? am not a kid i know wat to eat and wat not..( in my mind though!!)i dunno whether its true affection or she just fakes it! i guess it
must be true...

Finally , she( the girl and my aunt) left and i was like THANK GOD' and the girl i was talking was "harshita"( name changed) my college mate she was the first
person whom i ever proposed( excuse me, first time in my eng college not in my life) yeah i really proposed her.. but she needed time.. but i was in a hurry... never mind... this was the reason i got embarrassed..what if she said it to the bride that i proposed her... like " Mera ijath ka kya hoga...???" generally i maintain like am a good innocent boy kinda image (which i am :-P)before my relatives..

i wish she did not tell her..... i wish...my wish would come true..........

cheers!!
peace!!!

P.S: krishna... it wasn't easy to write a post without using a shit or fuck word..but it was neither difficult.."

where is my post office ???

2008-10-05T17:01:00.003+05:30

With the improvement in technology every day,many of us have forgot (which includes me !) the importance of "post box" . This was the only
way of communication till 1980's where the tele communication took the lead and now the Internet, day by day and year by year we are trying to forget
the importance of a post box .I thought with the proliferation of technology one day the post box would die of crises but ironically i was proved wrong.

fee months ago , my frnd was suppose to post his cat application.
as he was already late we needed a speed post thing which is
provided by the post office.From my child memory I knew that
we have a post office near our area and it would be a easy task
to find it and post it over there but when we went there that
particular post office did not have a speed post facility( shit man !) and we
had to find another post office which has a speed post facility
we spent almost 2 hours finding the post office under the hot sun
from around 12:30 pm to around 2:30 pm which was really
frustrating : i cursed myself for being so foolish some times
scolding my friend for involving me in this crap eventually
i got to the post office and waited in the queue for at least
10 min with all sweat and just observing how is he working and i was shocked
he was typing like a lay person who is for the first typing by searching
for every single letter and then typing it and i was really shocked by seeing
that . i may be rude but a person on that post should know how to type at least he should have learnt how to do it. finally i got the post done.

yes, post-office still has its own importance in its own way

Cheers!!
peace!!!

after the break....

2008-09-30T21:15:00.000+05:30

hmmmm,Finally i got some time to write a post...i did not get time

to even reply to the comments for my previous post.i was really

busy like i didn't even come home for some days and was in my

college for the whole day . Am really sorry guys ans thanks to all

those who have commented .

Our fest was really sucessfull and every one had a great time

from the participants to the organizers and we the final years

are really happy that we made it and every one of us will be

remembering it all our life like something big and sucessfull and

the management of our college was also happy with result.

I want to thank Resonator... its so nice of her to pass me the "

honest blogger" award i know she was too kind on me like i know

many other blogger who write better then me inspite of all she

wanted to pass me i was really shocked.. and suprised. i was not

ecpecting this not atleast so early like i have justed started

blogging and this award will encourage me to write regularly from

now on....Thanks a lot resonator i wish i would live up to ur

words... I wanted to write this long back but i was really busy

couldnt get time to write....

Resonator:
she writes really well and the difficult part is that

she maintaines more than one blog and also updates it regularly...
"Do visit her blog i bet u wont be disappointed "

Last but not the least thanks to all the people who commented in

my "confused???" post thank u for your suggestions it really

helped and am much more sure about my future. i really mean

what ever i said.....

Cheers bloggers!!
peace!!!

Fest atlast Happened and was succesfull

2008-09-30T12:25:00.000+05:30

These are some of the pictures i liked to share

novelisim over there!!!

dances are on!!!

Above is a post fest gathering....

do comment.....

Cheers!!!
Peace!!!

totally restless and Fucked up!!!!!

2008-09-24T00:03:00.000+05:30

yesterday and today(as in Tuesday) were really tiresome for me like yesterday i have been roaming all the day. it started 6:30 in the morining (it is really early for me)my friend woke me up ( Fuck!! i should keep my fone off from now on ) and said me to bring some shit papers to him for the paper work of our project.so i went there to give. So missed my college ( am already short of attendance fucked up again)then i went to my friends house and from there was roaming all Hyderabad for the fest work though it was in a car but was really tiresome.I completed the fest work and went back to our "Adda"(near our house we call it GE coz it is beside that company).met my friends and when i reached my home it was around 10 o clock thought of studying for TOEFL but had no Patience to sit 'n' study just slept as i was tired..

Today, i went to college as i was the in charge of SFM(Short film making) event had to make the plans of arranging it and had to search the room which was allotted by our college and take permission from the principal to make the room dark and then think of the prizes, wat sort of prizes should be given to the meritorious participants .Finally a Big SIGHHH!!!! of relief one of my friends was the co-ordinator for LAN-GAMING and we happily played till the day ended (CS of course) .

it was really a restless start for the week and i guess i would be restless for the rest of the week too.....

i may not be updating the blog till 27Th since we have our fest.....

for more details for our fest
ELYSIUM
(publicity!!!!!! :-D )

confussed?????

2008-09-19T20:59:00.000+05:30

hi,

i dont know why am i writing this post ,i kinda moody today .I met one of my school friends and we were talking about our other friends and every have their future plans ready but i dont have one. Every body is getting settled in some way or the other.Am in my 4th year sem 1 and i donno wat to do after my graduation .i donno wat should i do,which path suits for me and which does'nt. my parents tell me to go us and do ms but i pissed off my GRE and am about to write my toefl and i don even have confidence that i'll crack it.am really confused .

I don't know what to do Damn it . Life is lookin like hell these days.I don't even have a goal like. if i have a goal i can work for that and acheive it.i discussed my problem with some of my friends but every one had their own view of their life and every one suggested me different things for me and then it was even more difficult for me to decide wat to do next???.I think am on a junction donno wat to do next and its really crazy, this confusion thing really fucks me inside out.

I sometimes think its a typical engineering syndrome which happens to every one and every one goes through this,But there must be a sollution for all the quetions i have.I guess i get some valid suggestion from my friends of bloggerville so that i can solve... looking for suggestions !!!!!

Cheers!!!
peace!!!

Life after my Break-up

2008-09-13T12:49:00.000+05:30

Ya, life has changed a lot after my break -up . Its been around a year or so since my brk-up .Its was really tough for me after she left,i was literally sulking every single day trying to figure out what went wrong ,wat was my mistake?? and many more such questions but the funny side was i had no answers for any of those questions..( i still don't !).My friends say that it was my fault and i treated her very badly and she was always Fair but i never thought so ! Ultimately , I had to convince myself that they were correct and i was wrong and it was my mistake( atleast for my friends) which was eventually the consensus among my friends.Ya, we had some fights between us but who doesn't fight in a relationship, every one does . but it was only me who was wrong and she was always right .to add to all this was her sister who manoeuvered her to end our relationship(I Think her sister is a " BIG SHIT ", i cant think any other word right now!!! ) .

This sulking thing went on for many months , sometimes my friends tried to change my attitude ,i tried to patch up with her again which ofcourse went in vain . I cried,cried and cried . tried to overcome this by talking to other girls which was also aint any help . Finally,after few months got habituated of being single but was still missing all the night talks with her,the days when i went to movies with her and thinking of all good things happened between us but after few months i was really happy that am single again and about the fact that it already happened coz, i had no one to give explanations,no one to fight with , no one to talk with .....!!!!

Ya, i learnt a lot from that relationship, i learned not to scold any one or get angry on any one for any Damn reason. i try not to get angry on any one and i guess i was sucessfull till today and hope to continue it all my life. I learnt not to completly beleive girls and espcially their sister (:-( ).

Finally am single and ready to mingle(jus kidding!!!) and ya life changed a Lot !!!

The Browser War !!

2008-09-09T01:30:00.000+05:30

Google has also entered the browser arena ,few weeks ago

Google has introduced its new browser called

"GOOGLE-CHROME".Google doesn't want to leave away Microsoft

without any competition in this arena ,as Microsoft's Internet

explorer is the leading browser in the world with more than 70%

of the market.Google chrome is quite good ,Actually it has few

dominant features,some of them are featured below..

number one : it is very sleek comes in a size of 7 MB, and the

opening page is also so simple. it does not contain any default

extras as in any other browser.

number two :The pages are more quickly downloaded,here for the

faster view of the pages Google has not its own web kit in fact it

took the web kit from Apple's Safari browser.

number three : happy news for the developers, its an open source

browser, where a developer can include his own applications into

it.

number four :its integrates the navigation (address bar) and the

search bar.

number five :although, it uses the apple's web kit it does not work

in mac systems .

number six : "incognito" this new feature helps the user to surf

the net without any history stored.

Finally, i personally feel number four and six are the best

features of Google chrome. i guess, it will attract average

netizen.

GOOGLE CHROME

Co-Incidently, microsoft has also released its internet explorer

8 beta2 with the"In privacy" in the same week.

Microsoft has also released their new update of ie(internet

explorer).This new ie-8 beta 2 includes more privacy and

security.It contains the new "in privacy"feature.

"In Privacy": this new feature is similar to that of incognito but

it has better features to provide."In Privacy" gives the user to

delete his history and cookie files and keep the user in

knowledge with those functions. The user browsing through

some site might have downloaded some cookies and after closing

that particular site the file downloaded might be sneeking the

users computer, this can be avoided with this new browser and

also the browser will be updating the user if any one tries to

sneek .
This is too early to talk about this browser,as we

need to wait and watch how this new feature works...

Microsoft IE-8 Beta 2

Confession : i found a poet in me

2008-09-05T20:54:00.000+05:30

CAUTION: i take no blame if any one is hurt,this is not at all intentional

its was the first week of august,one of ma frnds threw a party(as it was her b'day) and it was at ohri's Banjara( buffet), i was in no mood of eating the food i dunno why??

i was jus siiting,staring at my friends,watching them eating,suddenly this ohri's person comes up asks me for a review about the ambience and the food over there,after filling the form,the poet in me was born

I took the tissue paper jus in front of me and started with this foolish poem...

"SKY IS BLUE"
"SEA IS ALSO BLUE"
why??

I DONT HAVE ANY CLUE...

THEN ONE OF MA FRND PROVOKED ME TO WRITE A POEM FOR THE B'DAY GIRL ,this is how it goes!!!!!

PLEASE DON'T SWEAR AT ME IF U DON'T LIKE THIS,BUT DO COMMENT IF U LIKE IT

Cheers!!!
peace!!!

death struck!!!

2008-09-04T14:50:00.002+05:30

Its a lazy afternoon,i was really getting bored and did not find anything to watch except news channels on my tv but i guess it changed ma preceptiion a lot.

it was a show on the recent floods at bihar,this guy (anchor) i dunno his name but he was mentioning about this natural calamity. seriously,when i saw this news on paper the previous day did not take much care about it as i thought i was not much deavastating but i was proved wrong.

He was mentioning about a young mother carrying her 3 day old baby in her hands and walking to find a dry place or place where she and her baby can hide.. sometimes running after the aeroplane to find the food packets thrown from the the sky by the military,she was so desperate to live and she lost all her family,perhaps died perhaps lost somewhere hopefully alive and all she had was her bay child.
this was just only the first instance.

the second one, few persons counting their drensed rupee notes(8 of 10rs and one of 100 rs)which are all they are left with for their future and they are planning in how to spend those last few pennies for their whole life and they were many more such stories who lost family,home,money and still they are desporate to live.

In between all this
"amitabh bachan" says in his blog
""Let somebody take charge, take decision, draw a plan, whatever; of collecting funds or material for existence. I shall contribute. But how and where? Somebody tell me. I will do it"

i really feel disgusting sitting in ma home helplessly cursing myself for not able to do anything,sometimes swearing at the government for not able to do anything for all those innocent poeple who are affected in bihar,and sometimes even the god for killing all those innocent people and i guess they dont deserve this..

HERE U SEE A MAN WALKING for a dry peice of land......

MOBILE TRANSPORT.....

Photo Courtesy:BBC NEWS

no cheers!! this time..

let peace prevail and hope they get quickly rescued!!!

its elysium-2008 hence Fest maina...for me

2008-09-02T02:13:00.001+05:30

we have a fest in our college and its called elysium-08
am one of the organizer of "short film making" which happens to be one of the event in the fest.
i feel exited with this event like for the first time in my life am doing something i like and usefull (i really wanna be a director one day LOL!!!!).

We have sorted out the rules and regulations for this event.We would be having this event last for 2 days and at the end of it we would be giving out the prizes in the following catogories
1. best film and runners up
2. best director
3. best screenplay
4. best editor
5. best script
as in any other film competition.
We wanted to put the participation for free but if it was fir free no one would have the seriousness,so we had to put a fee of 60 rs
you might think why 60 only?? and why not 50 or 30 0r 10.
Actually no particular reason my friend liked the number 60 and hence 60

for more information
URL:http://www.elysium08.co.nr

cheers!!

peace...

MERC MAGIC !!!!!!!!

2008-08-29T21:17:00.000+05:30

one of my frnd's dad bought a merc..and for the first time i really sat in a merc perhaps "not a BIG DEAL as u guys say it" but it was "big deal "for me atleast !
The merc was really cool,did'nt get a chance to drive it though,its a c 220 automation,diesel and its dark grey in color.

So,he gave us a party today (his name is pratik) we all started at one o clock went to cafelatte at jubilee hills,its a hooka point in hyd(quite famous) had 2 hooka's,one being a apple flavour and other one was a sliver fox,spent around 2-3 hours over there and then we headed on to a restaurant at secunderabad called "nanking" had lunch although it was almost 5 pm i like to call it lunch after lunch we headed back home.
The best part was the merc benz c 220 ceriously i liked the car short and sweet and the ride was also really pleasant although its a diesel car it didnt have any weird sound like the other diesel cars..

i don promise u the pics as am already due but ill try my heart out to get the pictures as soon as possible

cheers!!
peace!!

why only "U.S of A"

2008-08-19T22:10:00.000+05:30

As i said my bro was leaving to america..
my in- law was telling to his grand children that they will be also leavin to america in few years !!!
i was thinking about it yesterday,why do people maintain such a stereotype attitude towards america. i personally have no problem in people leaving to america coz its their live and they have every right to do anything they want but why parents go on vehemently telling students or children to go to "U.S of A", WHY??
i can understand if people say to a graduate student but why do they start influencing children . why do they encourage them to leave from their own country
these dayz every one is going to U.S of A but Y?? i asked my mother the same question she says its the matter of the " vitamin M(money)and every one needs it.
I really dont understand these parents attitude ?? and the whole "U.S of A" formula ,if u do please don forget to comment your view...

jai hind,
cheers!!!!!

is Hyderabad International Airport tidy????

2008-08-18T01:53:00.000+05:30

Hi, am really sorry i cud'nt get those pictures on time.. in the mean while take a look at this picture.. (by the way i was at the airport yesterday)

is Hyderabad International Airport tidy????

hi, am really sorry i cud'nt get those pictures on time.. in the mean while take a look at this picture.. (by the way i was at the airport yesterday)

this was taken at "INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT ,HYD"

This particular pot was beside the one of the entrance of international departures and as i was jus watching a group of people came and spit'ed' at the pot inspite of the spittoon jus beside it .
and went over...
the security personnel over was in no mood of stopping them infact he was passively staring at them.

i guess we cant change the people
i wish we could atleast change the pot!

tryin to get pictures

2008-08-15T09:30:00.000+05:30

am tryin to get pics from one of ma cousin ..
cheers!

Vedic university

2008-08-15T02:15:00.000+05:30

ya and atlast...the vedi univ....
ya we started at around 3 o cloclk after my lunch in a rented jeep
we were suddenly taken to a ghat kinda.. road.. as weather was pleasant and cloudy it was really perfect drive...
the road was covered by trees on both sides and u will find all types of plants.. and i was sitting at the back side of the jeep
the cool breeze comin into and going out of the jeep it was really wonderful

and in the mid-way we found a pandit.. who asked us lift to the university and he inturn was the one who made us to enter the university, generally outsiders were not allowed in the unversity..
as we were bhramins so as him.. he felt much comfortable to talk to us..
he then introdueced us to one of his students to us and he took us all around the university...
the university was awesome.... it was sort of a iit for those people over there.... and the university was totally clean and it was a resdential and thn to other two places which not much intresting but.. the vedic university was awesome...

my adventuous trip to tirupathi....

2008-08-08T19:53:00.001+05:30

After my disappointing show in my GRE.. i was very reluctant to go to tirupati with my brother and his family(who jus came from U.S)but i had to go because of my vehement DAD ...

but i wud have regreted it if i had missed it...

our trip started on friday evenin...and i was very much bored since i had no intrest to go.
i reached tirupathi on sat morining and i went to tirumala by walk ( i mean by stairs) i reached there at after noon.. went to ma cottage immediately and i was about to take bath but my bro reminded me that i had to donate ma hair.. as any other fellow pilgrim does,so i had no choice and after my bath i had the darshan or wat ever u say , thn we came back home had dinner and slept since we had a early morining darshan at 4 o clock beleive it was really impossible for me atleast because i had never got up at 4 even for ma GRE... but it eventually was possible i was ready by 4:30 Am had the darshan.. came bac by 7 am.. had break fast and came back to ma cottage. till now the trip was quite borin... nothin adventuous...but in the after noon we plaanned to go some where around tirumala this where all was hapening.... we went to
VEDIC UNIVERSITY(veda patashala )
SRI VARI PADALU
and
shila TORANAM(rock garden)

this will be continued in the next post....